Well, considering your first real exposure to the concept of BDSM is this place and its jacked up bullshit I don't blame you.

( he stoops forward, plants a soft kiss against the side of crais' neck, ever-mindful of that implant. when he straightens up again, he shifts his hands lower until they're over crais' ass, which he massages just the same, just as serious about this as he was about the spine. )

It was. I mean, having multiple partners can be a hit or miss for me. On one hand, it's nice and messy and you don't have to think too much. On the other hand, trust issues. You know how it be.